自己満足でOK[ I’m OK with complacency.]

投稿者: | 2023-03-23







I’m OK with complacency.

 It has been a long time since I started gathering information on the Internet, but I notice that I have fewer and fewer opportunities to read long articles. I have also been reading fewer and fewer books recently, and I am thinking that this is not a good thing. When I start reading an article on the Internet and find that it is long, I often get tired of it and stop reading. I don’t have the patience to read it all the way to the end. I need a little correction.

 You don’t read long sentences, yet you yourself aim to write more than 1,200 words every day on this blog. What I am doing and what I am trying to get others to do are completely contradictory. It’s a problem. But when I write, 1,200 words is about right. I can’t say what I want to say without that amount of writing. On days when I’m tired or don’t have enough time to write, the sentences may be a little shorter, but, well, that’s just the way it is some days. There is a part of me that is more valuable to me to keep going than the quality of each day.

 I am no longer sure about the quality of what I write. I think that the process of blogging is still just self-satisfaction. I am unable to read it in a third-party way. And whether people read it or not is not within my control. I have no choice but to continue writing. In fact, whether they read it or not, it has no tangible effect on me. I really feel that it is an extremely solitary task.

 I spend my days in such a humble way, but recently I have come to a situation where there may be a few people who read my writings. I am very grateful for that. I am happy when the number of accesses increases even a little. Just the other day, there was a day when there was no access to my site, but compared to that, I can say that things are looking up.
 While I aim to write articles that can be read by as many people as possible, I will continue to write about my true feelings. If it is not accepted, that is no longer an option. I think that’s fine. There is no way I can suddenly write so well, having received no training in the first place. The battle continues.

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